i really fucking hate you sometimes.

Dear this Livejournal,

Well. This is goodbye!

It's been...an experience.




But its time to move on!
And this is most definitely the right decision.
Perhaps I'll revisit you in a few months. We shall see.

Until then.

Goodbye!

UUUUUUUUGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHH

af;sdjka;fidsjf;askdfuaisdf ;

Son of a fucking bitch.

Date:	2008-01-19 22:36
Subject:	(no subject)
Security:	Public
Mood:	amused

Hahahahahahaha

*laughs*
*sits back in chair and smiles*

Oh Andrew. Andrew Andrew Andrew.
I love that boy. I really do. No matter how stupid he is sometimes I'll always love the kid to death.
After all I've done my fair share of stupid things.
Tomorrow is going to be so much fun.

As for other people.
There are 2 people who I never. Ever. Ever. Want to hear crap from regarding each other again.
If what I think is going to happen actually does, then you can bet your ass I won't listen to anything either of those two say.


But Andrew is most definitely one of my favorite people.
It's enjoyable to hear about people I intensely dislike.
And it's also funny to hear about hugs.
And flowers.

Then again, I'm sure as fuck glad I wasn't there!

i want to sleep.

happy nrw year.

i want this one to be better! No more stupid depressedness! But i am tired!

im writing this on my phone haha. Whoo would have thought id figure it out while i was drunk?! Turns out im nifty while a bit tipsy.

whatever. Happy new years. Heres to it being better then this past shitty fucking year.

Date:	2007-12-26 17:00
Subject:	(no subject)
Security:	Public
Mood:	alright

People are stupid. Just...idiots. The lot of them.
I can't wait to get away for a whole week.

It's going to be heaven.

Date:	2007-11-08 17:57
Subject:	(no subject)
Security:	Public
Mood:	accomplished

I. Love. Lynda.

I really, really, really do.


I like this new internet browser too. This Camino thing. It does automatic spell check in absolutely everything.

This is a good day.

I've decieded
that almost everything everyone does
annoys me.

*shakes head*

You disappoint me sometimes.





I'll say nothing more about it.

Date:	2007-10-21 20:25
Subject:	(no subject)
Security:	Public
Mood:	aggravated

...


....


Fucking women.

I have officially run out of patience.

Date:	2007-10-12 16:21
Subject:	(no subject)
Security:	Public
Mood:	skeptical

*purses lips*

mm mm mm.

*waggles finger and shakes head*

Date:	2007-10-05 23:04
Subject:	YES!
Security:	Public
Mood:	excited

AAAAAAAAAAH!!!!

I am going to New York for New Years!!!!!

With Astrid!!


a;dfja;sidf;asidjf;aksjdf!!!!!!!!!!!!! YEESSSSSSSS.


Sweet Jesus I wish the end of December would come quickly!

Date:	2007-10-02 22:07
Subject:	(no subject)
Security:	Public
Mood:	calm
Music:	All Over You - The Spill Canvas

I did not just see a picture of you.

I still don't think you're gorgeous.

I never adored you.








But I still resent you.

And I still think you're a coward.

:)

Wow Tara. You're fucking hypocritical aren't you.

So are you Kaylin.




Fuck you both.

*spits* I hope you guys are really happy.




What a way to break up a friendship.

I am out of this shit for good now.

Date:	2007-09-25 16:07
Subject:	(no subject)
Security:	Public
Mood:	blank
Music:	That's What You Get - Paramore

It's astonishing how much can change in a few days.




And how one of your best friends can turn on you with no remorse. And be really cruel about it.

And how the one person you didn't think you could ever go to again would be there for you.

Sometimes it takes a really shitty circumstance to find out who your real friends are I guess.






I really hope everything comes crashing down on you one day.

Date:	2007-09-22 09:57
Subject:	some lashing out for you. fucking bitch.
Security:	Public
Mood:	enraged

Fuck you.

I did everything for you. I cared about you and you fucking shit all over me for weeks.

All I wanted was for you to feel a little fucking remorse. Guess you can't really do that if you're a block of ice though, can you.

There are a thousand things I want to say to you. But you aren't even worth it.

You were never worth it. You used to be.

I never knew you could be so cold.
















And you know nothing. So go to hell.

Date:	2007-09-21 09:37
Subject:	Right AGAIN!
Security:	Public
Mood:	HA!
Music:	Drown You Out - Crossfade

*skrieks* I FUCKING KNEW IT!

I knew there was a fucking reason I got uncomfortable when you started hanging out with her!!

I KNEW!!

Oh my GOD I KNEW.

WOW. Aha!

Oh wow.

HA! No wonder nothing I did worked!!! No wonder you weren't upset!! You didn't even have the balls to tell me the truth!! Ha! At least NOW I don't have to be all fucking sad about it!! I feel like such an idiot!

*laughs*






Fucking lesbian.


Pleeeeease don't talk to me again for a while. Or you'll find out how cruel I can really be.

Wow I hope you feel like a fucking asshole.

Date:	2007-09-14 18:03
Subject:	(no subject)
Security:	Public
Mood:	happy

:)

Date:	2007-06-15 11:27
Subject:	(no subject)
Security:	Public
Mood:	cheerful

Ooooh I am so looking forward to the weekend.

Today its The Office with Kaylin, then Saturday its me Andrew Tara Isaac and Lower and poker (hopefully).

Sunday is buying me a digital camera for my birthday. It shall be good.

I do sometimes wonder what my 60 dollar birthday present would have been...but I don't dwell on it. I just wish the present I got Astrid for HER birthday would play on my mac. It's very upsetting that it doesn't.

Date:	2007-06-14 12:54
Subject:	(no subject)
Security:	Public
Mood:	cheerful

Oh I really am just too much sometimes.

And quite full of myself to tell you the truth.

But hey. It's not MY fault I'm a ridiculously clever texter.

I'm looking forward to tonight. And tomorrow. And the weekend. Generally in just a really good mood.

Tonight is poker with a bunch of people. Tomorrow is doctors and THE OFFICE. Weekend is gettin' cruuunked. Which really just means watching movies and sleeping.

Ok. 2 more hours till I leave for my psychologist. I love her. She's so nice to talk to. I spelled that wrong.